Enduring the ride.

Last week I felt pretty discouraged/depressed/frustrated about my singleness. It just hits me sometimes, and I even though I can tell it's just Satan attacking me, it still stinks. I hate the nights when I just can't get over the loneliness. Thankfully those feelings have gone for awhile, and now I'm back to the normal dating drama/dilemmas that make life interesting.

Oh, and I didn't let a boy kiss me last night. good for me.

can't stop singing along

I do not want to close my eyes
I do not want to say goodnight
I do not want to compromise
I just want to fall in love
with you.

Keep listening to this song over and over again in my car.
I just wanna find the one I'm supposed to fall in love with. I'm over the temporariness of dating relationships...
but can't avoid them.

I just hope I'm learning from the mistakes along the way and am making it somewhere closer to the ultimate goal. The trick for right is to avoid all the stupid distractions along the way and pay attention the important stuff.

Also learned this week: Even though I didn't want to go out with the guy at swing dancing, I shouldn't have blown him off. Filtering down to the right one doesn't include being a jerk. Next time I won't be.